Lately, I've felt a little bit weird ; I'm someone who think a lot, so I was thinking about the people I've met during the last months. It's surprising that people I've just known for a few days, weeks or months can be that much valuable for me. I've also realised that I can be attached to someone really quickly and sometimes it kinda hurts me for some reasons.
Besides, I was always thinking "Oh I need someone next to me!" - You know what I'm saying' guys! You must know! - and after what I've experienced in the UK and my comeback in Switzerland, my mind was just messed up, but no worries! I'm feeling perfectly fine, because things happen when they need to. No need to rush everything around me. Of course, I need to take any opportunities given to me, otherwise nothing can happen. Destiny isn't here just to throw good things to me, I must catch them. Well, it's quite easy to say that, The big problem is "TIMING" though.
One of the things that made my mind clear is that there was one person, really special, almost perfect... - maybe "too" perfect - Who I had a big crush on and couldn't understand what was happening... First, I told myself not to expect anything... Yeah because he is good looking and nice... Especially funny - Humour, a good point. Unfortunately, I succumbed to his charm. Well, you know when you meet someone who is the perfect potential boyfriend, you just can't ignore him. I mean, I've tried nothing, because for me it was kinda impossible and when it becomes to the guy to approach you, etc. that means if you like it, why would you hesitate? Right? ...Never mind to shorten it, he might be perfect in my eyes, but sadly there is always something wrong... The timing is never there in the right moment, too early or too late.
Therefore now I know that I should try to slow down, more than what I've done before. Not being attached to someone too fast, as it probably hurt when it doesn't work. Actually, I'm thankful to all the people I've met, that makes me realise how I can go forward in my life.
